Monday, January 28, 2019

It feels good to end of these week that I conquer all the challenges that I experience and also in our area. And it's more wonderful to start for these week to have a goal and plan. This week we experience many times that we got "panted", I don't know it it's part of the missionary to get "panted" , but from the start I am surely know if the missionary diligently find people to teach they got never "panted". But these week we try our best, we try to find but there is no people who want to accept us, although we give then TC but they don't want to listen to the gospel. But all we can do is to continually finding those people who are ready to accept the gospel, because I truly believe on what the scriptures say " The field is white already to harvest" I really know it is true. We must be obedient and humble enough to accept the guidance of the Holy Ghost. I remember some one told me that " when people choose not to investigate the restored gospel, our work is not wasted. Don"t get frustrated if they not choose to investigate. Just believe that there is people who are ready to accept and you must work and work to find people and also love the area where you are assign it can help to find" . If the missionary is trying to be obedient to her work the miracles will follow, I have a lot of experience on that. I know I am not perfect O have many weaknesses but all that weaknesses can help me to become more dedicated in my calling and I always trying to be obedient to the rules . 


Before my mission my relatives says that I am wasting my time to go to thee filed. They says that you should get your job now and help your parents. I just never mind all that they say because I know this is the most precious decision i ever made in my whole life. From the start I want to become a missionary, I already set to my mind that when I graduated to my college level I went to mission. I never regret that I become a missionary, that I am part of the Lords work here on earth. I know to become a missionary is not easy but i am happy to serve the Lord and to the people . I love the Lord that is why I am here. 

I am glad that there is an inventory every Friday, it feels good to share your feelings to your companion. I felt that she cared a lot to me., she always advice good things. She help me to become more strong person. Even though she has a lot of worries but she always first concern to the problem of other people. She always trying to help them. I always want what Sister Gee said "don't be too shy to express your thoughts, just be confident" , because sometimes i lack of confident in my self but Sister Gee had a big help to me. She had a character that I really love, she never get tired to show the people her love to them. She had a lot of confidence to her self. And I really like it. She always set a good example. I love Sister GEE.

Saturday, January 26, 2019

There are lots of miracles that I experience every day in my life as a missionary. Like the lives of our investigators through the faith in the Lord Jesus Christ their lives change and it help them to be m,ore strong spiritually and physically. Not only the live of our investigators I observe that change, even my life, it has a big different before my mission and ow that I am a missionary. The gospel of Jess Christ has a big help to change my life, it becomes more deepen my understanding every time I experience a miracle and every time I see how the gospel can affect to the people. I felt that I am matured to do the things here on earth I know I am not perfect but I am trying my best to be a good and better person everyday. I am so much grateful that I know the significant of the atonement in our lives. Through the sacrifice made by Jesus Christ to us we can be repented of our sins, and we have opportunity to be forgiven. I know the Lord will help me in very decision I've made, especially here in the mission . I observe these week that every time we teach the Plan of Salvation I felt the immeasurable happiness that I know the Plan of Heavenly Father. Because through these we have hope and we have courage to become a better person every day. I know Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ is aware all the hardness that I experience these life, I know they hep and guide. He will never leave us. 


I am grateful enough to have Sister Gee as my companion. She is so amazing missionary. I observe the strong desire to help these Calape Branch even this is challenging area I am grateful that I assign here and Sister Gee is my companion. I am thankful for her good example that she shown. Their family is so amazing sometimes she shared about her family and I want in the future to have a family like them. Sister Gee has a strong faith I observe that the way she teach the lesson I felt the strong spirit that she had. I observed also the Christ Like Attribute that Sister Gee had, she is not perfect but I know that she is trying to follow and be obedient missionary. I love Sister Gee. I love the way she shows her love to me and to the people here in Calape. I don't know what will to this coming transfer but am hoping that me and Sister Gee is still companion. But I know ever thing that will happen to these transfer the Lord will help us and guide us.

Sunday, January 20, 2019

This is very inspiring week, actually every week for me is inspiring. As I study every day my testimony become more deeper and as I learn the gospel I found my self. I really know Who I Am. I am a child of God. I am special, I am a daughter of Heavenly father. I am here on earth to prepare my self to go back to the presence of Heavenly Father. I know He loves me no matter what. My willingness to share the gospel become more stronger. I want also to share to the the people that they are the child of Heavenly Father. He knows what their problems. He wants to communicate with us and we have an opportunity to communicate with Him through prayer and also by studying. I am eager to help those people to build there love to Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. through them there is hope in all things. Even though there are lots of challenges and problem that we encountered we should not forget to come unto the Lord and ask for help. I love Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ. without them I am not here in the world. without them I am nothing. It is a pleasure for me to be born here on earth to receive the blessings that God promises us. I am blessed to know the plan of Heavenly Father for me it can give me motivation to continue in life. live in the apartment. I really blessed to have her as my companion. She is also funny, whenever the day become not so good she always make a joke, to enlighten or to be brighten so that we can continue to magnify our calling. She is always willing to serve those indeed.


Sister Gee is very diligent missionary, she is diligent in finding people here in our area and also she is diligent in studying. I am striving to have a meaningful personal study like Sister Gee. Whenever we have our companionship study we include to have a personal study moment, we share some thoughts that we learned and whenever she share some thoughts I really amaze, so I ask her on what the things that she do to have a meaningful study and she tell me. I am glad to have a companion like Sister Gee, she is willing to help whenever I ask her. She is also o obedient in waking up at exact me and make a plan before we I really felt the Love of Sister Gee to me. And I am thankful on that. I love on what she is, she shows her true characters, I know if the companion have unity the can learn and grow together.


 kan ang akong email sa akong president , basin next monday nalang ko mag send kabahin sa among conference . hahaha

ps. pasaylo sa mga wrong grammar . hahaha  trying hard ra mag english .